How did life get to be this way ?

I made breakfast this morning, eggs and toast. No help from Mom. Fred is out in the garage, doing twitter or God knows what. I'm in Fred's room Copying and pasting shit. No job, no future really. I watched Groundhog Day last night. That movie reminds me of Susan for some reason. This life is devoid of any and all meaning. A mockery of a life. No Girlfriend, no friends really. I'm just sort of here for no reason. Fred likes playing his little head games. Wow. No beer from him today, so what ? Oh ! No smokes from him either ! Wow ! Big punishment there dumbass. Lock me out of the garage and the hide-a-bed and make me sleep on the couch ? What the fuck does that prove if anything ? What a stupid and pointless life we all live. No girlfriend since Susan ? Really ? The Sound of Music was in the list of movies last night. So ? It is all so pointless. I'd like to work, do something, anything. This is stupid. I have a book to read. That bores me as well. I never finished that other book in the garage. Braden could get me a job, nope. Worthless little shit. Just as bad as his Dad in his own way. Mom listening to the radio, boring. It is all so fucking dull here. I just copy/paste shit. No reason behind any of this shit. Change cloths ? Why bother ? No Drivers License ? Why not ? It is marked VOID. Why is it VOID ? What happend to twitter and that entire mess ? Where is Facebook ?